Monday, July 29, 2013

MonteVideo Uruguay - July 29th 2013

Hi All,

The weather here has been hot and cold on and off and I'm just hoping that it doesn't rain too much or get too cold before I get home because that would just be nice to go without. :D

Things with elder Garcia are great. He's super chill and likes to work hard. So, that's exactly what we do. Flores is..........struggling. The entire zone is struggling. There are 2 companionships that are having relationship problems and of the 8 companionships, like 6 don't have investigators. Ironically, both of those struggling companionships are in my district. It's been a handful the last 3 days. Lot of long phone calls til late just trying to sort things out. I'm super super tired and we're killing ourselves in our area. I feel a little bit useless to the Lord because we still don't have investigators and I only have 2 weeks to pour everything into this area so I don't leave my companion completely high and dry.

Today, we went and scrubbed the sisters house down that are in my district. They had a mold problem and so us and 2 other companionships went over and washed their house down with super strong bleach. It was a lot of fun and we all got to talk and get to know each other more.

Ummmmm......I don't have a lot more to report from this week. My emotions are mixed and I'll be honest that I don't think about home much more than the fact that I feel like I don't have enough time to do all the things that I want to get done before I leave. But life is always like that isn't it?

Tomorrow....I should be getting my flight itinerary and my goals book. It's a program that we have to fill out before going home. It's a book that helps us set goals for when we get home so that we have a direction and don't just come home and start wandering aimlessly. 

I've been learning a lot from the scriptures lately and I've just been asking myself about the motives of my actions, whether I act out of love or if it's just out of duty. Just things that I've been kicking around in the attic. Remember to learn from the smallest of things. The Lord works miracles with small things

Really, I'm just trying to leave it all out here and give it all to the Lord. I want to leave this area strong so we're out there killing ourselves everyday. I just.....so many mornings I get up and ask if I can keep going. I'm so tired. I just have to keep kicking it til the end. It's like a 1600 meter race (1 mile). Come out fast on the first lap, lock it in to cruise control for the next 2 laps. Last lap, start ramping it up for the first 300 meters. I'm on the last 100 of the last lap and I should be in the red zone with every fiber of my being giving my all and begging my mind to just stop to give up. The mind can't bend, because that's when races are lost. In that last 100 meters now. That's what can bump you up a place or that's when 4 or 5 others can pass you. That's the moment when you leave it all on the track.  Now, it's time to leave it all on the track.

"For Frodo"

Elder Simpson

Monday, July 22, 2013

Montevideo Uruguay - July 22nd 2013

Hi All,

Here is my church building in my area Its in the stake flores of montevideo. Theres also a department of uruguay called flores which ins not in MonteVideo.

My companion is from Guatemala and his name is Elder Garcia. Hes been out for 6 weeks. This is his second change so I'm still training him. Its a little hard remembering that my companion is still in training so I try and take him under my wing as much as possible.  We get along fine he is just really really really really really really really quiet. Which is difficult. It gives me a lot of time alone in my head, which is both good and bad. It makes it easy to get trunky but I usually pass the time whistling hymns and looking for people to talk to. I feel like I'm jump starting a car after the battery died. The area is a great one but we really have nothing in the works. So I'm just trying my best to get an established investigator pool. I have 3 weeks to turn this area into a giant pool so that the next elder that comes can just baptize everyone in sight. 

The district is good. I teach tomorrow. I'm really excited, but....I'm super tired and super busy. I don't have time to think when I'm at home because I try and cook and plan meetings or make calls and plan and because there's space in my house thankfully, and catch up on my journal and I'm starting all of my last letters to my mission friends which is difficult. Everything is coming to a close. Some days I wake up just ready to head home. But most times I get up and ask where on earth the last day went because I swear I just got out of this bed!  Its frustrating the ups and downs I go through but I honestly cant believe how fast time is still passing.  I'm just so happy out here and the idea of going home is just a little bit frightening to me. I'm excited.......but I'm the happiest I've ever been. I walk around with a big grin on my face whistling or singing hymns and talking to everyone I can. I'm working as hard as I can.

Funny thing is... the office elders just called me. I'll be flying into Oakland NOW. I was scheduled to fly into LA for some reason.....

I  have like 0 time to write today because my companion went to sign his residency in another part of Montevideo and then we had to wait for him in Tres Cruces for like an hour and a half because he'd gone to another elders house. . Just gotta hustle is all.

Sorry for the short letter,

Elder Andy

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Saladero Salto Uruguay - July 16th 2013

Hey All!

 I'm great but this has been an.........interesting week. The work is going well in Salto. Unfortunately, we've been doing a lot of contacts just trying to fill up our investigator pool again. The good thing is, I've become rather personable and I enjoy talking to the people. We've met a lot of really cool people. We had a lot of ups and downs and been doing a lot of work. I've been trying to lock it into high gear for the last month of my mission. Trying to stay on top the area book and keep the house clean and write letters and keep my journal, up to the day and keep studying the scriptures as much as possible.

Changes! That was hectic. I'm going to Flores as District Leader which will be fun. President called a lot of us personally Sunday which was new. I really liked hearing from him. I felt like it helped me have a specific vision for this change. He just wants me to finish strong and show my companion how to finish strong. That should be fun.

I've been having so much fun with Elder Barlow. I'm really sad to be leaving him. He's been stressing out a lot these past couple of days because he's going up as senior companion and training a new Elder and we were planning on that happening the change after this change. That means he'd been planning on a lot more wiggle room and time to learn from me. I guess he's really looked up to me as a companion. I've learned a lot from him and we've just had a blast. These last couple of days have been really stressful changes and problems with some of our best investigators. One of them disappeared two days ago and has been on drugs and drunk since he left. That's always a stressful situation. And changes came by surprise, especially with president calling personally.

While I'm sad to leave this area, I'm really happy for the chance to go out without the focus being on me. By the time I get to know the area and the ward in Montevideo, I'll be gone. So nothing that I do in the next 4 weeks will have to do with me.  I won't really know anyone in the zone so I can just focus on the area and working hard and being district leader and just catching up on letters and on the journal. So in reality, I'm very excited to have this one last shot to go out with a bang. A bit like Alma really...think Alma 45.18 -19

 18 And when Alma had done this he departed out of the land of Zarahemla, as if to go into the land of Melek. And it came to pass that he was never heard of more; as to his death or burial we know not of.
 19 Behold, this we know, that he was a righteous man; and the saying went abroad in the church that he was taken up by the Spirit, or buried by the hand of the Lord, even as Moses. But behold, the scriptures saith the Lord took Moses unto himself; and we suppose that he has also received Alma in the spirit, unto himself; therefore, for this cause we know nothing concerning his death and burial.


I'm thankful for the gospel. I'm thankful for the scriptures. I love reading them. The hour I have in my personal study is never enough. There's never enough time to read all the things I want to learn and the list of doctrines and principles to learn and study seems to constantly be growing.

I haven't told anyone in the area that I'm leaving yet. They were all counting on my leaving from here, but I think it's going to be better this way. I just don't like drawing attention to myself as an elder. I just want them all to focus on the Savior. This is my swan song to the Lord as a missionary. This is my last chance to give it all and the lose myself in His will. I'm thankful for the time I've been able to give and the time that I have left to be fully immersed in His work. A lot of my friends are leaving the zone of Salto as it is so it's okay that I'm going. I'll just be able to fade into the dark sweet embrace of death as a missionary. It's going to be epic!

Here's a thought from a talk on Sunday. "What we can't forget in our actions is love. The world is so cold and people need to feel the warmth of our love and the love of the Father." I also liked this thought. "Every time we have a trial, there is something small that we can learn, something that strengthens our faith." I like that I can fully comprehend messages and conversations in Spanish now, most times without even trying. Such a blessing.

Elder Andy

Monday, July 8, 2013

Saladero Salto Uruguay - July 8th 2013

Hey there everyone!

This week has just been one huge learning process for me. Experience after experience is solidifying the teachings of the Lord in my heart and in my soul.
 
Weather wise, it rained for a day and then was overcast and humid beyond all get out for 4 days. It was the most humidity that I've ever been through. The worst day in the morning our floors were wet and the bathroom didn't dry the entire day. It was so so nasty. On the plus side, it kept things in the 60's and 70's so while everyone else was rushing around in coats and wind breakers, we usually just had a single sweater on. Aside from that, we both caught cold this last week. It was really just a nasty 2 day cold, but we're still a little stuffed up and coughy from all the drainage. It's okay though, we're tough. I don't know how many times we sang the national anthem during the week. It was most excellent. That reminds me....

This last Monday, after going to the cyber, we headed over to a store called Revoltijo. It's the closest thing to an American store that we've found down here and we even used a shopping cart! That said, when we came out multiple bags of groceries we looked around and literally felt bad that we had so much stuff. We talked about shopping in the states and how what we'd bought was like nothing back home and it struck both of us how truly blessed we are back home. Here what almost seemed like excess was meager in comparison to the standard of the United States. It was a lesson in humility that I don't know if we'll forget. At the very least, I feel much more gratitude for the States, for our rights, our liberties, our freedoms. We are so very very blessed.

I'm still trying new things down here! Like for example, I took up lock smithing on saturday!  WELLLLLL.........This the kind of lock that we have. And I found that out by first hand experience.



Elder Barlow turned the key twice, which is fine. Then he gave it another quarter turn and the lock jammed. Fortunately, the door was already open by this point and I proceeded to take apart the entire door assembly. So then I had it on my desk, (I'll send pictures of it next week.)   So I opened the panel and it....exploded. Because it's spring loaded. And then, for some reason I proceeded to shut my brain off and inserted the key and turned. Bad idea. Then, i did it again. Still don't know why. Worse idea. All the tumblers jumped out of the body and yea.....I then spent the next 30 minutes figuring out the mechanism and putting it all back together and trying to figure out the tumbler order. Elder Barlow, having left the scene to answer the call of nature, returned, placed the tumblers in a random order and lo and behold, it worked. I love my comp. We laughed for a good hour after that. It was a great adventure. I like locks by the way. Super interesting mechanisms.  Good thing is, i fixed our lock and, it was free.
In front of our apartment


On Wednesday, President and Hermana. Smith and their children, Jerry, 16, and Starla, 11,  came to Salto. It was....stupendous. He's a spiritual powerhouse. I know that he's been called of God to lead us in our labors. He said that while he was in the MTC, President Monson and all of the members of the 12 said, to the same effect, that on this day, the year 2013, the Lord hastened His work. The import of this day is similar unto that of the First Vision and that the world will never be the same. Glad I'm on the right team.

He's very excited to be here and very excited to get to know us and share his testimony with us. At first, I was a little sad that President Heaton wouldn't send me home from my mission. Yet, now, I feel so very excited to be able to get to know President Smith just a little bit more. I look forward to seeing him again. He's from southern California, near Carlsbad. He helped me figure out who I want to be when I get home and how I can do it. Let's see if I can put it into practice.

Today, I studied in Matthew 28.6-10. I don't know if I can explain a lot of what I felt or learned. It's been a very tough couple of weeks as I've reflected primarily upon my consecration to the Lord and the manner of man that I will be upon my return. This morning I received my second witness. Mary and Mary left the tomb under angelic mandate. But they left with fear still in their hearts. They left, possibly doubting the charge that they'd been given, for they could not doubt the angelic manifestation that they'd witnessed. They'd seen far too many miracles by the hand of Christ as he walked amongst them. Thus, it must be that they doubted in their hearts. They feared ridicule for being the messengers of the seemingly impossible, that they had been commanded by angles to testify of Christ's resurrection from a sealed tomb. Knowing the doubt in His daughters hearts, Christ made His first mortal, resurrected visit to the eyes of men. After a salutation, the first thing that He said to them was thus, "Fear not". The same command that He had given to His tempest tossed Apostles as He crossed the water towards them. So very often do we receive the first call, the angelic call, and we fear. We "would that [we] might not drink the bitter cup, and shrink..." (D&C 19.18) And so the Lord provides a second call. An even stronger call. To Mary and Mary, He himself appeared. After the second call, we cannot go back. We must commit to a heightened degree of consecrated discipleship. For if we go back, we sin against the greater light and knowledge that the Lord has given us. Christ's invitation is standing "Be not afraid, only believe" (Mark 5.36) The second call has come. I accepted the angelic call when I put the badge on. Now, the stronger call has come. I would that I might not shrink and cross the Lord. I pray that I will only continue to dedicate my life to Him more and more completely, one step at a time. I love the Savior. I love His work. I know that He is the Way and the Life. There is no other way. We are what we want to be. (Alma 29.3-6) I want to be a disciple of Christ.

Elder Andy


Monday, July 1, 2013

Saladero Salto Uruguay - July 1st 2013

Hi All,

Wait a sec, where on earth did June go?? You mean I'm in the last full month of my mission service. Pause! That's not true! That's impossible! Ridiculous....  Down here, it's hot too. This last saturday was so so hot for this time of year. I was sweating all day long and the sun was brutal. It wasn't even cold at 6 am when we got up on Saturday and today so we could get some break dancing in. We might go again on Wednesday. It's super fun. And I feel super cool when we do it so it's great. :D . It's been really humid for almost a week now and finally we're supposed to have rain on Thursday. It was supposed to rain last Thursday pero no lluvio nada! We'll see what happens this week. I'm sick of getting into a cold damp bed at the end of the day. :)

My battle goes a lot better than the Lucha Libre that we saw at lunch the other day. We were at a members house and her 15 and 17 year old sons were glued to youtube watching argentinian lucha libre....it was....so so funny. I honestly couldn't believe that they were taking it seriously. There was supposedly some fighter from the states and they couldn't believe that we'd never heard of them. Oh my goodness I was laughing super hard. I think the annoucers and how serious they were about it was the funniest part. I'm almost positive it was on a comedy channel. At least, I really hope it was. Surely they couldn't take themselves seriously....

I've been having a good time with the photos when I take them. I always think of my dad and Craig when I take photos.  The one with the tree and me looking down was....I don't actually know. Reminiscent of a Rodney Smith photo (He's my favorite photographer) and a band picture that Tool did once. I just thought it was a good touch. Everyone always smiles in front of crazy trees and I figured it would be interesting to make it look like my shoes were more interesting than the giant sprawling tree in the middle of the road.


I don't remember if I sent you the one with my comp walking in front of the tree but I like that one a lot.




My week was fast. We're really struggling to help our investigators progress and have a specific baptismal date which is such a driving force in this work. If they have a date, they have an end goal in sight and are aware of what we expect of them and that they can actually accomplish such an important change in a short period of time. So, we're going to be working on that.

On Sunday, Elder Zaballos and Elder Chappe of the 70 came to reorganize our stake. That was pretty cool. Elder Chappe talked about the constant importance of reading the scriptures daily, praying and going to church every week. Elder Zaballos talked about some super tall palm trees that he saw one time in Inda. They were all laying on the ground but they were enormously tall. Upon closer investigation, he found that the roots were very very short because the trees grew so fast. In the windier season of the year, a single giant gust would come along and topple every single one of the trees. Then, he compared that to a forest that he saw in Chile. He was not expecting to see trees on the drive, given that it was a desert area. On the horizon, he saw that forest and was captivated. Later, he learned that life there was possible for a reason. While not nearly as tall, these trees were rather plain, some what ugly and fat. But. They lived there. And they were close packed trees. Their roots extended deep into the earth, something like 5 or 6 meters he said and they spread and intertwined with the roots of the other trees. At night, in the desert, a vaporous fog would fall and soak the earth. The sensitive and searching roots would gratefully suck up this sustaining moisture, to be strengthened. This process allows them to endure fierce winds, scorching heat and crushing cold. Now. I'll let the reader find the application that this has in our lives.

Well, that's pretty much my week.  I can't believe that time is going by so fast and that it's all wrapping up. It makes me sad and I'm trying as hard as I can to cram as much as possible into the time I have left. I'm learning lots and have daily testimony builders. Most of all. I know that Christ lives. I know that the scriptures testify of Him. I do not doubt that.

This is what I read today in my study in Words of Mormon. I raise my voice with the voice of Mormon.
10 Wherefore, it came to pass that after Amaleki had delivered up these plates into the hands of king Benjamin, he took them and put them with the other plates, which contained records which had been handed down by the kings, from generation to generation until the days of king Benjamin.
 11 And they were handed down from king Benjamin, from generation to generation until they have fallen into my hands. And I, Mormon, pray to God that they may be preserved from this time henceforth. And I know that they will be preserved; for there are great things written upon them, out of which my people and their brethren shall be judged at the great and last day, according to the word of God which is written.

Also see 2 Nephi 29.11 and 25.26.

Elder Andy

Monday, June 24, 2013

Saladero Salto Uruguay - June 24th 2013

Hey Everyone,
 
The world wide training was great. I was blown away by how many missionaries were in the choir! So many missionaries! Ironically, a lot of what I felt like I took away from the broadcast was about what I can keep doing to help the work when I get home. This morning I was reflecting a little more on what I learned in the training....and then I realized how easy sharing the gospel as a member really is. And that we've all already done it. It all started with me doing what I love but still sharing the gospel by telling others that I was going to Uruguay as a missionary. I thought about how we invited her to church and to read the Book of Mormon and have family nights with us and spend Sunday nights with us. It was all a natural fun process, which is how it should be. It gave me a lot of hope for when I get home. I know that the Lord will continue to give me opportunities to share the gospel. It's going to be great. Unfortunately, No one from our ward except for the bishop, his wife, mother in law and brother in law came to the world wide broadcast training last night. Yea......there were like 25 people there last night. Maybe. And half of those were missionaries. It was really sad. Other than that it was a really great broadcast. I really enjoyed it.

Gladis is doing really well. She still wants to get baptized very much and is getting some stuff moving in that area. She and her daughter Yessica and her 2 daughters in law all came to church on Sunday. Her husband Nelson and her son Yonathan are working out of town til next Wednesday  and her other son Luis didn't come for some reason. So we're working with them. They love reading the scriptures. We're going to talk about the word of wisdom today because a few of them have a smoking problem. But things are going great. Elder Barlow loves visiting them and so do I.


Fun shot of our district
The ironic thing is, the vast majority of the 12 people that we found last week have begun hiding from us so.....yea. We're still looking for more investigators. It's okay though. Hopefully we'll get some help from members soon. I'm just trying to work effectively and listen to the spirit. We found a guy on sunday named Sebastian. He reminded me a lot of Jake.  I think it helps me to testify with love. They usually listen to us as well which is nice.

Elder Barlow likes talking about college sometimes. I'm trying to see if I can convince him to move up to USU when he gets back. We joke about being roommates but that's only if I'm not yet married hehe!  Today, Elder Barlow taught us some break dance moves. It's super cool and pretty hard but we're going to start break dancing in the mornings upon occasion for exercises. Who knows, maybe I'll learn some cool moves before I get home. I just think it's great because how many elders can say they learned a little bit of break dancing on the mission?? Not too many that I know of. So, I'm super stoke for that.

Other than that, we're just working hard. Just trying our best to find investigators and help them get to church so that they can progress towards baptism. After-all, that's why I'm here.

I'm reading the 4 gospels again, but this time in Spanish. I should finish right before I get home. So....yea. I really enjoy studying the life of the savior. I was reading Matthew 9 today and I was struck by how the savior was constantly serving and teaching. I want to be more like that. I think it's a good goal.

Have a great week
Elder Simpson


Monday, June 17, 2013

Saladero Salto Uruguay - June 17th 2013

Hi All,

I cannot recall where I placed the first half of June but I seem to have lost it....I don't know where it went.  The hot water heater is.....in the process. The important thing is that I have hot water again.

 As for Carlos, the dad, we've not seen him. He gets home really late from working in the orange orchards and they live in a....complicated area. We try to be out of there by about 7 or 7:30 pm at the latest, which is when he gets home so we'll see what we can do this week. If you remember that stupendous family that I'm always saying we're working with, well Gladis went to the government building today to finish their divorce process from her ex.  We're stopping by tonight to have a family home evening. They are so so excited to be able to continue with the process that will lead them to baptism. With all of the paper work that lays ahead, I don't know how long it will take for them to be able to get the divorce finalized so she can get married.  I really hope I can see them get baptized before I go home. If not, then it just wasn't meant to be and I still will work my hardest to make sure that they can be all ready. They talk like members sometimes and I love seeing how much they hunger and thirst after the scriptures. The Gospel truly changes those that let it into their hearts. It's so amazing.

Aside from that, this week was super super hard. The numbers are great. They are almost the highest level that's expected of the missionaries, but we fought and sweat for every single one of those lessons. There were 2 days that were just so hard, Thursday and Saturday, when everything fell through on us. We're in a bit of a transition stage right now in our area where we are letting go of the investigators that just don't progress and focusing on the people that we've been finding lately. This last week we found 12 new people, so we have plenty on our plate. It's just...so stressful sometimes. That must mean that I haven't been relying on the Lord sufficiently and that I have been trusting too much in myself. Humility check! After-all, it's not my work and this work will be done in the way of the Master and in no other way.

It's interesting that we can get so stressed out and in the middle of what can be an irritating and frustrating trial, the Lord grants us a tender mercy. I saw that last night. A guy I recognized for some reason as we were in the street caught my eye so I said hi. He said hi back then stopped and so I did too and walked over. When I asked his name he got really close, slurred it out and asked for 10 pesos to go buy marijuana. I told him I couldn't do that but that I could offer so much more. We started to talk and I could tell right off that he'd been drinking too. He tried to defend the merits of marijuana but in the end I set up a lesson with him on Wednesday. He's a member. It was interesting to see that when I became concerned and started talking to him because I actually cared and not because I was being curious that getting his next fix left his mind.  The Atonement of Jesus Christ heals all wounds. 

Convert retention is a lot harder than it probably should be. The Salto stake is currently in a rocky moment and a lot of the wards are really struggling to function and operate at an efficient level. Convert retention is actually a bit of a world wide concern as of this last October. That was the subject of attention in the conferences that we had with Elder ViƱas of the seventy and with Elder Oaks. It's a fight and a lot of times as full time missionaries, we're fighting it alone. Bit frustrating. But. That's okay. It's alright. This is a new kind of war and sometimes it takes a while to train the soldiers.

I think my highlights are the little miracles that we see in lessons or contacts. Another thing that Elder Barlow and I make a point of doing is bearing our testimony to each other each day and sharing the Tender Mercy 'o' the day that we saw. It helps a lot to reflect on the little things and the convictions that we have. The Spirit is always super strong. It helps after long hard days. :)

The ensign of June 2013, has a talk that really helped me like 2 weeks ago. You've probably read it already, but it really helped me with my perspective and the power of the sealing ordinances of the temple. http://www.lds.org/ensign/2013/06/dear-are-the-sheep-that-have-wandered?lang=eng I was rather thankful for this talk.  I know that the sealing that we were all born into protects each of us. I know that thanks to the strict obedience to temple covenants, I was brought back.  I do not doubt these truths.

All in all, I'm one week closer to the end. It scares me sometimes. I don't want to go home. I love being out here. I don't want to go back into the world. I fear that I will be too weak to continue becoming the man that the Lord has made of me out here but we cannot have fear and faith in our hearts. The fires of faith are much more powerful than the choking and acrid smoke of fear.
Many are called and few are chosen, right? I seek to be one of the chosen. I seek to let the Lord guide my future as He has my past. Christ lives. That makes everything worth it. Everything. When we clutch at the straws in this life and it all seems to fall through our fingers, if we have that one eternal truth in our hearts, we can keep going. We can look up to the skies with the tears that streak stress worn features, and know that there is a God that lives and loves. That is enough. If I might steal an appropriate album title from Pelican, The Fire in our Throats will Beckon the Thaw. Let us fan the fires of faith, as urged Elder Holland this last conference. Let us thaw the frozen future and take a step into the black.

 For now,  "....I am doing a great work, so that I cannot come down...." Nehemiah 6.3.

There is no time to waste. The moment has come for the headlong flight to the end and every second is a second that God has granted me life and strength to keep fighting.

Elder Simpson